Friday, August 01, 2008

Just a donut

Most days I don't care. I've gotten to that point. But today, when they brought in donuts and everyone collected around a nearby desk and people keep telling me to come get one because they consistently forget that pastries are made with flour........

I just really want one today. And almost ate one. Twice. But didn't. Haven't. Yesterday was awful. I was an emotional, stressed, anxious wreck. The new roommate moved in, she probably thinks I am a crazy person. Last night required assistance to get my heart to stop racing, I slept a long long time once that happened, and now I am just numb and needing something that is not healthy for me. Like a donut. Or some unwarranted affection. Something. If I can't get what I want in life right now, the least I deserve is to be wrapped up in glazed confection that will only make me sick for a day or two.

But I'm strong. Stronger than I want to be sometimes. I should maybe eat something though. Of substance.

Yesterday was awful. I want a donut dammit. So much that I will swear about it on my blog.

6 comments:

Rachel said...

yay for resisting the delectable gluten!!! It is SO not worth it.

LuLuBelle said...

Thanks for leaving behind the yummy GF macaroons and chocolate wafers. We enjoyed them! We would have returned them to you but by the time you got them, they'd probably be stale.

Ms. White said...

sarah, you are awesome and i miss you.

Scott, Julie and Kaylie said...

Sarita! How are you girl? I miss you tons, and I just had fun catching up on your blog! It had been to long. You are so funny and are so good with words. Hey guess what, we are trying to decide if we are going to come out to Utah for Kaylie's one year birthday...Can you believe she is already one! I can't. Anyway, we are still wanting you to do some family pictures for Scott, Kaylie and I if you can. We will be there Sept. 15th and 16th it's a monday and a tuesday...would you be able to be our photographer if we end up coming out? We would love to see you and be graced by your skills :) Love ya!

Bryan said...

I miss your blog. When are you coming back?

Jen and MIke said...

Sara, its Jen!!! How are you babe? I did your moms hair today and she gave me your address. You are so funny. I love your blog. I will definitely check in with you often. Hope you are doing well!!!!