Wednesday, May 23, 2007
Pain Pain Go Away
Once upon a time, my dear friend Paige (who I happened to work with) would sing Wayne wayne go away to Wayne the site manager every time he brought her work. And sometimes she did a little dance. Miss her. But today is not about Wayne. In fact, today is about me being a crybaby because I am sick and tired of my neck hurting. And waking up so stiff that I cant turn my head. And it taking me several hours to go to sleep because I am just that uncomfortable. When I do get up, I take a hot shower (hate baths) to help alleviate the discomfort, and end up light headed and dizzy on the floor before I pass out. Sick and tired of daily headaches that promise to turn into migraines (and sometimes do) if I don't take out my contacts before I gouge my eyes out, lock myself in a darkened room with no sound, and heavily medicate myself. This is no way to live. Right now, just sitting, it hurts. And I want it to please please please stop. So I can concentrate on my job, something other than how many hours ago I took how much of what, and general life. Sorry. I have a tendency to tell people that its annoying but okay. Sometimes you need to call a spade a spade. I feel better now. In my head at least.